Asalamualaikum, hehe I’m bored and I couldn’t sleep so I decided to blog :D oh before that on the 24th March 2010 well its our day out, a date with evols; Nani, Lee, Khal and Jibah. Jibah’s sister (Amalina), Nani’s brother (Nazirul) and my brother (Nazirul) were there too. We had fun, we chat, talked and watched movie; Alice in the Wonderland well it was Lee’s idea to watch that movie. It was ok and funny especially the Red Queen with that big head of hers haha.
One more thing, I’ve watched‘A Walk to Remember’and crap it was so touching and poignant. Jibah and Jeer was right, it is a good movie and I cried a lot sheesh I sobbed when it came to the ending part so touching. The best part about this movie is that the girl suffered leukaemia and the guy willing to do everything just to make her happy because he loves her, which I found it very sweet and moving. It was almost the same as ‘Sky Of Love’ except that it was the guy who’s sick. Seriously, I know it was just a movie but I was just wondering what if it’s real. I couldn’t imagine how they could endure the pain of losing someone they love. I wondered what if I’m in their shoes? One thing for sure, I couldn’t bear it because I’ve lost someone I loved once. Yes, he was the most caring and loving person that I have ever meet. I couldn’t even stand seeing the person I love left me without saying goodbye, I didn’t kiss his cheek and I feel regret for not doing that until now. I still remember how I used to bump on him and he just smiled, how he used to hold my hands and gave us Toblerone and I miss all of that. I miss him, I really miss him and how I wish he was here supporting me as he always did, giving me advice for all the things that I’ve gone through and be there for me no matter what. I know it’s not good to grieve over this, to cry and be lamented but sigh I couldn’t help it. I just couldn’t… it’s just too much for me, whenever I think of him I would… He is my arwah grandpapa and on that fateful day 15th march 2003 he left us, our nini telah kembali ke RAHMATULLAH *AL-FATIHAH*
WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
Experience is one thing you can't get for nothing.
-Oscar Wilde
Anyway, goodluck guys for those who will have tests, exams or anything. Sigh, AS exam is just around the corner and so does the assessment test. Study Badz! Aja aja Fighti’! Chiayo! Takecare girls, I miss kamusaranghaeyo~
These are the days I will stand up These are the days I won't give up How many timess can my heart break? These are the days These are the days I will treasure These are the days I will rememberNo matter the pain that I've been through These are the days
