syurga ♥ cinta
Sunday, 2 August 2009
Asalamualaikum, anyong! haha I’m bored actually and I couldn’t sleep as well.. Well at least for now. I just want to write a story.. Actually it was not just a story; it’s a REAL-LIFE story to be precise. It was about a girl, she is one of a close friend of mine. She had this experience before and it started once again with the same guy. That guy had feelings for her and same goes to her but they’re not a couple.. Out of the blue, that guy came to her life once again and repeated the same action as he did before.. The girl was wondering why did he suddenly emerge while she was trying to forget him and the past. She was confused and bewildered. She do not want to do the same mistake again so she reminded herself not to fall for this guy once AGAIN and don’t ever let herself being hurt by him by any chance. But soon she realise the feeling she had was still there since that guy was her first. One day, that guy confessed that he still had feelings for her and he wanted to be with her. He loves her and he even proposed her to be his girlfriend but the girl rejected because she knew what will happen if she accepts him. He kept on proposing while she kept on rejecting, haha I guess that guy does not want to give up so they just get along and be friends. But these past few days, the guy totally ignored her, he did not text nor did he care and so did she. She knew it so she just let it be and go with the flow. As time passes by, the feeling was starting to get less and less each day. One night, the guy texted her and said ‘you can leave me if you want to and you can do whatever you want’ WTH?? THAT was all he could say?? Haha I guess that guy was another a weird species that exist in this world. Then the girl burst into tears but it didn’t last long, she knows that it was worthless.. After all he was just some guy who does not worth for her tears, who does not deserve to have her and besides she still had her family, best friends, friends and other who loves her so much right? so what else she could ask for? After that, the guy did text her once a while but she just ignore it completely like what she used to do.. Well my point is if he really loves her why did he hurt her??Who would’ve wanted to hurt the one they love??That was insane, crazy and unreasonable.. And why did he gave her hope to be with him??haha all I could say is he was just fooling around with girls and he doesn't even love her, and I bet one day he’ll never learn how to appreciate girls and he’ll regret it someday. It SUCKS right and I could feel the pain that she was trying to endure all this time.. Haishh guys nowadays and even some girls did act like that. Haha I guess it was long though. I had fun today ;D hehe firstly school was ok, I feel dizzy or headache but I was able to deal with it and I found that GP class was interesting and fascinating.. Mr. Chris taught us some study skills and I just knew that there were 4 cycles processing when we were sleeping which is 1. Drowsy phase 2. Fall asleep 3. Slow wave 4. Deep sleep and 5.Rapid Eye Movement and this is the time when brain is processing memories for the past 12 hours, the time when the brain decided either to keep or to throw some of the memories. So in order for the brain to be functioning that well we need to sleep for 8-6 hours per day which is at night not in the morning or in the afternoon because night is the time when the body gets weak and suitable for the sleep cycle process. HAHA I was fighting to get that 8-6 hours for sleeping, just like what Mr. Chris said this essential 8-6 hours sleeping was the enemy of teenagers and he said that if we do not sleep starting from 10pm to 6am there is a big possibility that we might lost some of the memories the day before or if we stay late at night to study we might only be able to remember half of the thing that we had memorise. Yeap, there is no doubt for this fact. Diet and physical exercise was also important since it affects our health and brain. It was action that matters not thinking, so he taught us to do it not just sitting down doing nothing and thinking, he told us to practice it everyday since we’re the one who will be sitting for the exams. Secondly there was this guy and he keeps on teasing me just like my EVOLS. Thirdly, my grandpa was here and my other relatives came to our house. It does feel like home in our house, the environment was good like home haha ok scratch that! Then fourthly there was a baby girl which is my second cousin, she always smile and laugh whenever I try to hold her. She was so cute, her eyes were really big and round and she had these long eye lashes. I might fall in love with those eyes of hers if I were a boy. Anyway I have to go now, I’m off to bed. Goodbye everyone, EVOLS do takecare guys, saranghaeyo goodnight and sweetdream.
 *Two thumbs up* Haha I just love this movie and it was so touching;D
“Cinta hanya untuk yang ikhlas mencintai, bukan untuk dipersendakan”
"Jodoh itu ada tiga. Yang pertamanya dikatakan jodoh dari syaitan, kamu berdua berkenalan, berpegangan tangan, dan terus buat maksiat, akhirnya Syu mengandung, baru kamu menikah. Yang keduanya jodoh dari jin, kamu berdua berkenalan, kamu sukakan Syuhada tapi Syuhada tak sukakan kamu, kamu bomoh kan dan sihirkan agar Syu suka kepada kamu dan kamu berdua menikah. Dan yang ketiganya jodoh dari Allah, kamu berdua berpandangan mata, terus menusuk ke kalbu, kamu terus meminang Syu dan Syuhada terima pinangan kamu dan kamu berdua menikah, INSYA ALLAH berkekalan hingga keakhir hayat dan itulah yang dikatakan SYURGA CINTA."

"Sesunnguhnya saya sudah menjumpai apa yg dimaksudkan jodoh daripada ALLAH. Saya nak jadikan awak yang halal buat saya, Syu. Sentiasa berada di sisi saya dalam susah dan senang dan sentiasa menemani saya di dunia akhirat dan insya Allah Syu hingga sampai Syurga."
"Saya ada impian Syu dan impian saya cuma satu, saya ingin sehidup semati dengan awak. Tapi kali ini saya benar-benar jujur dan ikhlas Syu. Mungkin cinta saya tak seagung cinta Nabi Muhammad pada Siti Khadijah, ataupun tidak sehebat cinta Zulaikha pada Nabi Yusuf tapi apayang saya tahu Syu, saya perlukan awak dalam hidup saya."
"Jadilah seorang wanita dalam bekas kaca yang sukar disentuh. Hanya orang yang mampu saja boleh memilikinya."
p.s. Sorry kamu panjang.
♥ Badz
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